I realized that you can’t always keep on pushing yourself because you will eventually get exhausted and run out of steam. If you still insist on attempting to test your limitations, without taking a break, the probability of breaking down is much higher.
I tried so hard to keep myself busy and occupied… to forget… some things. Some people. To the point of self-destruction.
And now I believe the best thing to do is take a step back from everything and save my energy for what’s coming up ahead.